Is being a longtime, almost 5 years in my life medication. This is the first time that I will publish in English because I am using my dragon system for dictation, definitely my English brain is no aspirated go, passionate, and number as well as my Spanish in the brain, which is more paretic as already mention, thinking of, and we great expectations, always tried to ride, unfortunately English I do not have those skills yet, I am not sure if I will be able to.Is been a long time he is cannot be active on trip, it is amazing I been reading some of my oldest publications, it is almost 20 years my first publication actually is 18 years, 318 at the start publishing just a year after I finished med school, and I do not remember any many of those publications, many people apparently demand something to me at some point, and now they are just a basic memory. Is amazing how like change, I was not expecting to die Giang however, I did not expect to delete alone.I tell you that it sounds like a contradiction however, probably was suspected to do not today John, but I did not feel what I was going to do when I was 43. I am 43 years old, I think that I had some memories when my father was my same age, definitely a doctor, definitely alert, diaphoretic with person. I wish I could be the same person as him, most likely will not be able to.Anyways is been a long trip, with the many adventures, the main thing is unmarried and a half of family now met all the Lucina is a beautiful girl I look forward my heart, and MAs with her with every day, I wish I could be like her. She has so many 9 I think about her, she has acute chart, she is lovely, she likes to discover, she is learning how to become a good person, big woman, and nice lady.Could have told her energy, or her low for February, only desired to be this patient, or her desire to enjoy life. I cannot express me my words not even in English not even a Spanish all the how much that I am I her, I am I have a brief very, I admire his margins, he spontaneously sets of humor, I wish I could be like her when he was a kid. I am ask her how much he 2 5 when he came she came to this country when she was 5, and she did not speak any Spanish English Soriano, and now she presents to the clinic in active native speaker.The little girl check my life, antinuclear everything, I do not think that when I diagnosed to go to heaven, before but if I do it, it will be because of her. She is a myolipoma's old. I really was my little boy, he is 2-1/2 now his a great is a little junky boy, and afraid that he is very similar to me, which is unfortunate. However, I will let him live his life by himself, and I will not like to change that much, I will try to teach him, I will try to teach him discipline but, and afraid that he is too similar to me. Of course at night is very sweet baby 9, But with a total insecurities, many nervousness anxiety to keep doing things, those things 35-minute, alcoholic please do not let him becoming a person like me at least not in my back to characteristics. Suicide has been a good wife, we had difficult times, but we are struggling sometimes but we have up, and plan, to keep our family together and keep fighting for his kids.Is been a long journey, and I am not sure if our last story was not ideal of story, however, I think that got had this woman for me and he thought she was the best person that she could ever be with me so I said that and I will like people her for the rest of her lives. Eventually will have to marry by the religious by the charge, but no now is not a big good time because of the money. For a woman in the past, abdominal probably a Ms. many things for each of them, many I mean is brief episodes, probably Ms. this is a issue to be low, enjoyed time, after, laugh and laughing labs, the sensation when you are naked with a person and to make a log of and you cannot believe that there is any more beautiful woman in the world on the 1 day-from nodule, probably means a lot that however, there are many other things and aspects of my life that they will not bill for failure with that person, which actually were the important part for evaluation. I hope that she is happy, I hope that she is enjoying her life, I wish her the best. I am a cardiologist, and doing 1 I am supposed to do, and CB lives, I take my job very seriously, have a nice house, nice cars, beautiful family, I tried to help my brothers, trying to be a good person however we have many mistakes hopefully will get better.You never know what is going on. My last publication, today is April 11, 2025, I do not know when I will do a new publication in 1 month, 1 year, in 5 years, and in 10 years who knows.Love is complicated and difficult and simple is at the same time.